Sadhguru,

"ithaiyum pathivu panna venum" (vijaytv gopinath style):

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As you've mentioned Sadhguru, loneliness is a biggest problem for people.

I had it too. It was painful. You can't sit with yourself. Well - that's how we were taught right. You want to live with somebody not alone. Living alone is scary thing. You feel like abandoned. Specially when you have good companionship of caring people throw you out or diplomatically tell you to move out but you don't want to b'se you want to be accompanied. So you tell them you will move out but you know you won't. Finally they get really strict on you -you started to hate the same people you cherished - what a selfish attitude. Those people help you all they can and you will hate them b'se you can't put up with your loneliness. It was torturing sometime - finally its gone for ever. When you know you can live alone - not only outwardly, even psychologically no companion needed- you feel tremendous freedom that gives you a freedom to live alone or to live with any kind of cruel or beautiful people. You will know how to handle people - face situations. But I really got lost in certain incidents back them - b'se the work I did consumed lots of inner and physical energy. What a shame on humanity - you can't even make a simple basic living. So torturous the work- even I didn't cross my basic expenses. So hard- so hated it - came to a point, didn't know what to do - how to escape of it. Then change came - I moved out of city - to different work, living enviornment - relatively peaceful work - less demanding - less of cruel boss.

So that's loneliness - it can be faced. Only if you can throw everything/everyone out and face it determinedly. Well that's what needed to find out about life - a strong - discriminatory mind -a determined mind - courageous enough to go through any level of surges. In other words - you live with death - you are willing to face death. Thats the ultimate - an ultimate problem one can have in life - to face death - face to face. No problem in the world stands anymore. Either existencial or otherwise -nothing left. Money making become so simple - but you don't want it b'se you know the cruality that can bring to others. You strive and strive - not to make money but not to have money and to live a simple life. Isn't it amazing - in this world of so greed of money - you keep yourself untouched by it. Like Ramakrishna paramahansar had alergic to it- he won't even touch it. Money has become so ugly product now that people will do anything for it. They will even legally kill you (like selling cigarette 2 for discount) to profit out of you. You can write most popular book in the world that would make you millions but for what - who is the reader. Whatever people need to know/learn is already written. A polised writings sugar coated with marketting tactics will sure will take you financially atop. But this simple living taking a toll on one. Consumes lots of energy - had to take shit from greedy idiots for nothing- have to bend down to their unethical demands. If god have some mercy on these people, he/she should lift off this physical limitations so that they don't have to suffer. I heard that time is coming- sure I won't be living long enough to see/experience that or have no interest of coming back. Enough- seriously. Its not out of frustration - its because no much meaning to it as the way it is now. Work, eat mate, sleep and die one day - what a silly way of living.