My first spiritual thirst....

It was so painful that day.

I couldn't take it anymore. It was piercing and hard to take. I didn't know what to do. I went to this popular church - walked on my knee some 100 steps. Wept in agony - begging to show me 'what's all this - please - show me", went to the extent of " or take me". That would've really touched him - he showed the way. Brought changes. All kind of unexpected, U turns happened - I just took the ride. I was saved from dangerous situations which would've put me into unrecoverable conditions. I was kicked out to face to world not to depend on anybody - just been thrown out. It just grew and grew in me.