Dear Sadhguru,

Time is coming - the day I'm about to leave. I can feel there's going to be great changes on the way for me.

2 days back something happened. One lady visited the house and they introduced me to her. Little after a while she didn't like the way people are here. She had tears in her eyes and came into my room shaken. I gave her console and told her this is not a place for you. Then she said why are am I living here. I told her I have little or no interaction with these people - as long as I'm that way nothing touches me except physically - I'm poisoned with their self centered smoking habits. Its just disrespectful towards me. So she asked me to come stay in her place - no rent - she'll cook for me and stuff. I told her I'll be gone to india for sometime - but I'll keep this my mind. She introduced her daughter when she came to pick her up. This is not a simple thing for somebody to offer something like this in this greedy world - everything is money oriented. I was overwhelmed by this. Hmm...

Then today I was shoveling - this old man lives next door came and talk to me. He said - he has a nice place for me to stay in his house if I'm interested for me being quiet and nice boy. He knows me quite some time now. He has a well kept place too.

For the first time - yesterday I told the owner that we have to make some changes here. I didn't threaten him that 'or I'll move out' - it will be disrespectful to talk like that. He responded that he will make the change I've requested. I couldn't make the request on non-smoking in house. They won't. I know its too much of a request for them - addicted to the core of it.

Let see how it goes...

Pranam...